Today I told myself is a brand new day upon awakens at 9.50am. Frankly speaking, I'm having another bad dream again
after yesterday. The story is related to "running away from airport after being found out something, everyone lost their job, and I rides on a car at the seaside" inside the dream. During the afternoon, I taken some "siu mai roll" and
my favourite CKT as my lunch as below.
Upon arrival home, I continue to research some information. Well, I do wonder whether it is a wise decision for me to buy a car just for working part time Uber / Grabcar and get a lot of feedback. I asked my brother to ask the car price for me. After taken some fried rice as my dinner, my brother back and bought some durian that cost for RM20+ as below.
The taste is quite okay for me since it is Kampung durian. Later on, he told me the price for the car where there's a trade show happening in Klang Parade.
The Myvi 1.3 STD Auto Metalic cost for RM44,262.15 and you need to pay RM4,462.15 as 10% deposit while getting another 90% loan which is RM39,800 as below.
The monthly repayment is RM766 for 5 years, RM577 for 7 years and RM471 for 9 years for the Myvi car as below.
Suddenly I just felt regret that I didn't save much money on the past and spend on wrong things especially when I need money now. Maybe if I
no go UK can buy car? In fact, I no longer can depend anyone to earn money especially I'm not from rich background. Frankly speaking, I did felt a little down when a friend told me that "Bro, if you really want to make money, invest PR skill and knowledge. Not work as driver and earn small bucks. RM6,000 per month is consider poor if you live in KL" as I still haven reach that salary range as a 25 year old guy.
On the other hand, I just felt that the words we said on the past will haunt us in present. I was told by a friend to delete a blog post that I wrote on the past and this make me feel that there is no freedom of speaking. In fact, everyone have their own "two face", bad and good sides and the tricks is to minimize the bad and enlarge the good side of a person. I made a mistake for sharing too much information and I faced my own consequences when my blogger identity being exposed. I thought that using my blog to express freely without having any barriers, I would have second chance if no one knows who I am but somehow it had affected my life. Suddenly I just remember
Ms Annie once shared that "You don't eat and shxt on the same place" (means you don't talk good and bad at the same place) especially if you're working for people. Hence, it is important to avoid those gossip around work place. This is the ugly truth of society where everyone is protecting their self interest especially when it involves MONEY.
What we can do is try to create a positive environment although the world is "cruel" in someway.
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