Today, 10th October 2015 is indeed a very tiring day for me. I no longer really have the time to write everything so details like I previously do for the past if you read my 8 years of blogging record. As you grown older, you will start to feel that everything is not really easy as you think as you might start wonder why so complicated being a human. In fact, there is a lot of stories couldn't be shared out. Earning money is easy for some people and also hard for some people. Over time, I start to realize all this happening seems to be start with Envy or Jealousy about others people salary / income which eventually leads to anger and frustration in Malaysia as I drafted a picture as below.
So this cycle will never ends just like when you achieve RM1,000 income a month, you will start envy about people that can do better than you until you reach a certain peak of income like RM100,000+ income.
The reason why I put the RM100,000+ income envy the RM1,000 income is partly because maybe he/she envy that the RM1,000 income earner don't really need to do so many things to achieve that kind of income as they thought the 1K earning is living a simple life. Anyways, please don't get offended as it is based on my personal thoughts. On the other hand, I do realized why people hate those "Fuerdai" (富二代) which is known as second rich generation especially when they simply flaunt their money without need the effort to earn those money with their own effort partly because of inherited with family wealth. Besides, I guess envy and jealousy happening also not only for men but also for women about money, wealth, fame and etc as below.
The paths of envy and jealously is shown below.
I hope I will not fall into one of the categories.
Talking about envy, I suddenly remember one of the Japanese Anime, titled Full Metal Alchemist. In the anime, there is one character that make me reminds of jealousy, which is "Envy" (エンヴィー Enbī) character name as stated below.
He was the third Homunculus and have the ability of shape-shifting as this unique ability can be used to assume the form of any existing person (or original personas that Envy himself creates). He can even modify their own voice to directly copy others which truly amazed me. His characteristic truly illustrated the "ulgy side" of human in term on those jealousy and greed.
Finally I arrived home at midnight and my parents slept already. Somehow I just wondering whether I earn money going out whole day just to pay for the
Myvi hire purchase car loan? No people would really care about
"A 25 year old guy who work for 13 hour or 20 hour a day" but people will care if the topic is
"A 10 year old boy work for 13~20 hour a day" just to support his family right? Seriously I really hope I can be like a robot that doesn't need sleep where a "nanobot" will be implant into my brain.
Before I end my post, feel free to watch the "Gift" Youtube video.
Suddenly I just felt that "Maybe you will only give when you're a successful person" instead of
"Being rich is not about how much you have, but how much you give. Somehow when you give, you will be happier" person? Everyone have their own problem everyday, you just got to sort it out yourself. That could be what it means by being a mature person.
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