Managed To Pay RM10,000 For Study Loan @ "Poor Feelings" In Malaysia Experience

Well, it has been some time since my last blog post, "Managed To Pay A Total Of RM5,000 For Education Loan To Study In Sheffield Hallam University From Malaysia Before GST Start Experience" that I wrote one year ago. Frankly speaking, I do admit that I have some anger feelings when writing this blog post. Apparently I still finding the solution on how to earn more money if you ever read my "How To Use Your 24 Hour To Earn Money In Malaysia" post. Frankly speaking, not much people will show or teach you their most "making money skills" because human is selfish and even if they teach, it might not works for you. The "Success Story" that they often share/experience is mostly that they already reach there after success. Not much people will share the moment they fail before success. In short, there is no right or wrong or any guarantee way to make money because the things that we face is totally different as we came from different background.

As for the purpose of this post, it is just a record for myself to "self reflect" about the important of having educational thingy as a degree graduates. Seriously the most unhappy things is when you see people say "You see lah this PMR/SPM/school leaver" dropout also can be successful" than those Degree/Master/PHD student as I wish I am just a SPM dropout with my current knowledge. This kind of sharing would only make people think that education is totally not important as I still wonder whether those parent will tell they children that "Son/Daughter, you no need study so much, just come out work at 15 year old can already?" thought. Anyways, people only see others good side but they didn't know they're suffering behind in someway just like a student with study debt loan.
Below is the payment proof that I have been paying every month after my last post when I graduates from Sheffield Hallam University back in 2013.
At this moment of writing, I have the "Poor Feelings" in Malaysia partly because I don't have much saving after my new commitment of Myvi car loan and petrol, yet my monthly salary in Malaysia is still less than $1,000 USD per month.

Apparently I tried to write down the feelings that make me sad after graduates as stated by the time you reach my 26 year old age as below.
1) Your friends would eventually have RM10,000 saving in their bank account if they didn't borrow any study loan or UK loan like me.
2) Your friends already bought a new car with the help of their parents.
3) Your friends already start to investing property with the help of their parents.
4) Your friends already making at least RM4,000 salary per month at the age of 26 if they started to work at age 22 after finish degree.
5) Your friends already having a girlfriend by now as more income = more confidence / opportunity to chase girl.

Perhaps the reason above is totally bullshxt but it is just purely my observation and personal feelings. MONEY have become part of the measurement to define Happiness in someway. Over time, I tried to ask more way to make money from others people and it seems that most of it involving doing sales. Besides, I do ask a guy from forum on how he make RM10,000 a day or RM350,000+ a month but get no reply as he posted the bank statement as below.
Eventually I just felt that the post is just a "showing off" post. It is just like seeing your rich friends say "Hey, I just bought a new BMW/Mercedes car" that didn't voice out any points. I did ask what's the point of myself to become rich just to show to others people that I am successful? At last, I just wish to share Dr Richard Teo sharing about "Life, Wealth, Success & Happiness" Youtube video as below.
Guess it is so true about the irony of life is, "Only when we learn how to die then we learn how to live" in life. Stay positive!
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