Attention Seeker Malaysia @ Express Objective Of Blogging Experience

Today I woke up a bit later since my passenger told me that her class start later yesterday. Well, the traffic seems to be a little jam than yesterday but I still manage to pick up her at the agreed time. Somehow I felt that the car park start to getting full at around 8.30am in the morning. Anyways, I just have my breakfast as usual and start my job task of the day. It is my first time to receive around 45 email in a day and it seems like a very happening day. On the other hand, I just recalled back some UK memories back in 2013 when an online friend asked me how much it would cost to go from Sheffield to London. I suggested to use Megabus website because it cost around £1~£5 pound sterling single way from Sheffield to London although the journey took about 4 hour.
No doubt that somehow I do miss the moment there as a student because being a student, you're like a boss since you can have more freedom in planning or deciding the things you want to do.

After office hour end, I stay for some moment before make a move to fetch my friend back. Apparently we do have some great conversation and somehow it make me ponder whether I had make the correct decision in life regarding working/career stuff. It is because I heard her husband is doing quite successful in the "i" industry since it is a compounded commission. I just felt that no matter what you do in life, the "passion" seems to be can auto generated if you get a traction. For instance, if you do e-commerce until very successful, obviously you will have more time to venture in that field right and passion somehow will be auto generated. In short, MONEY seems to be one of the motivation (动机) that make you do "something" because at the end of the day, what people or boss cares is about the result of the effort you do in life. Seriously if money is easy to make, there will be no poor people around right?

However, there will be some people can make easy money without spending much effort. Hence, this cause a lot people become "red eye" when see some people can easily make money with the "donation" term in Malaysia. Around 7.50pm I arrived home and have dinner prepared by mother. After I had taken my bath, I sat down in front of this computer and "self reflect" (反醒) myself for today's happening. It seems that I still recall some incident from someone who call me as "Attention Seeker" as a blogger in Malaysia from all sort of social media status updates.
At this moment of writing, I did ask myself why felt "anger" about this issue? It is true about what he says as I'm really a "blogwhore" who wants everyone to pay attention to me?
Apparently the answer is they don't know what happened to me on the past that resulted the "today of me" in order to find the life answer.

Just can say we only live once and I'm trying to persuade myself not to care so much about what others people say that make you feel down. It seems that the reason we talk less is just because afraid others people judge us based on our action and how we bring ourselves up in public. Personally I still felt that if you didn't express or say/show out, no people will know or notice the *another/evil side* of you as you can still remain your good impression/image to others people. As for the Facebook sponsored blog post yesterday, I just wish some of my thought could be heard while still finding the answer in life.
Somehow I do felt that the statement at below is quite true as Facebook helps you connect and share useless status updates with the people in your life.
*I admit that I do shared some useless updates in FB sometime*

In fact, you can also saw tons of people shares a lot of useless stuff to in social media just for attention in someway.
As for now, I will always remember the core objective of my blogging is to express the feelings and some experience happened in my life.
Honestly, I did have an intention for being "Attention Seeker Malaysia" is just to promote my e-commerce store but until now I have done nothing in that area despite being an e-commerce and marketing graduates. Time is really limited to achieve success in life especially your direction in your career is not clear. Actually I shall have a exact goal of what to achieve as a 26 year old guy before reaching my 30 year old. To cut short, the current aims is to earn RM10,000+ monthly by age of 30 although some friends already achieve this at my age.

At last, I would like to share the article about "Valentine’s Day, Love, and the Broken Soul" from psychology today website as shown below.
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Love, like all things human, occurs in the moment. This moment will pass. Even if you’re happily married, the bottom line is we are born alone, die alone, and regardless of our relationship status, our most terrifying moments are spent alone, save our private demons.

Love is not about celebrating Valentine’s Day. Love is about celebrating yourself enough to present yourself to the world as the gift you are. Valentine’s day is enjoying the roses – love is about appreciating the thorns. Valentine’s Day is about heart-shaped boxes.

Love is about box-shaped hearts. So accept the Universe on its own terms and savor your life – one sip at time – be it bitter or sweet. No one can do that for you but you. Remember, a ruby is a jewel, but it’s also a stone, like the rapture of solitude lies within the agony of being alone. So please, stay, and remain fabulous and phenomenal.
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Stay positive!
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