Good Horse Will Never Return To Eat Old Grass (好马不吃回头草) @ Back To The "Eye" Company Experience

Well, it has been a long time that I wake up early for work. Today is the day that I will be returning back to the "eye" company to work after some incident happened on the past. During the morning at train, I told myself to stay positive while go through this day as I tried not to recall the past. Upon arrived office, it seems like not much people notice since I had been away for almost 3 month for the SAP course. Somehow I just felt a bit unhappy when the web design senior teasing me by showing my blog on what I do and keep congrats me for being a "scammer"? Moreover, it just feels like I'm that kind of people that will say a thing, but do another way as some people say "Good Horse Will Never Return To Eat Old Grass (好马不吃回头草) which means that "one should not go back to one's past experiences job, love and etc as below.
No doubt I was unhappy due to this during the morning.

On the other hand, I felt myself seems to be changed a bit as I didn't greet my others colleague partly because I wonder how would they feel if they saw my blog writing on the past? If you ever read about the "12 Things Successful People Never Reveal About Themselves at Work" article, people don't like to know what other's do on Facebook because he last thing your boss wants to see when she logs on to her Facebook account is photos of you taking tequila shots in Tijuana. There are just too many ways you can look inappropriate on Facebook and leave a bad impression. It could be what you’re wearing, who you’re with, what you’re doing, or even your friends’ commentary. These are the little things that can cast a shadow of doubt in your boss’s or colleagues’ minds just when they are about to hand you a big assignment or recommend you for a promotion. Obviously I had violates this rules by sharing too much of personal thought just to express feelings.

Furthermore, I don't like that the way he accuse me that "See XX, so good play Facebook and games can earn a lot of money" and I didn't play any games during office hour. During the lunch hour, I phoned my brother and felt grateful to have his positive advice. He told me that I need to build a firewall for myself first as I shouldn't so easy get influenced by others people. It is because I had go through so many soft skills course such as teambuilding & Positive Work Atitude last time and shall be able to overcome it as a matured adult. In fact, try not to care so much others people criticism because only yourself will feel hurt in the end. For instance, so many people criticize our Prime Minister but he still live his way of life right rather than bother those criticism. Guess this could be one of the reason why others people will feel this person seems to be mean if they don't reply back. In life, people will try to use your weakness to attack you back.

You will only overcome it if you don't care what others people say about you. After the call, I do have some appetite to eat the noodle. After digest and think over about it, I just realized myself so stupid to think about what your colleague will think about you because it is better to use the time to think how to help the company to grow bigger. Honestly speaking, the reason I came back to work is I owe a "Ren Qing" (人情) human feelings to the "eye" company as the boss really keep his word and trust on me. No doubt all my accommodation and food expenses is being sponsored by the company in someway and I truly thankful to the opportunity given to complete my SAP TERP10 exam. Hence, I hope I can repay the debt by sharing my social media skills in someway. Upon arrived back office, I just focus on finding the contact and information to build brand awareness. Besides, I also contact one of my classmate about the SEO field for consultation.

For now, I just told myself to stay positive to overcome my daily obstacles. Somehow I gave myself 100% marks for being able to share my life with my father and he really give a lot of confidence and support on me. He say that the most beautiful clothes is your confidence and I almost shed my tears due to something. Well, the worse case scenario would be I will be leaving and venture to SAP field as long as I still alive. I feel that it is quite true that when you Talk, you are only Repeating what you Know; but if you Listen, you may Learn something new as below.
Do you agree that the problem is that people are being hated when they are real, and being loved when they are fake?
Stay positive!