Anyways, it seems that I was alone researching the answer that I have been finding long time ago. Well, I couldn't done this myself and I seek consultation from Mr J, who have a strong branding profile in social media industry (10+ years experience). Through his sharing, I started to understand something about how it's work and realized something in common, just that I don't have enough confidence and he did sense something about my facial expression. Seriously the lesson that learned here is you need to be a great story teller and your tone of voice must be very convincing and confidence. We have almost 1 hour conversation and I felt that there is no easy way to earn more money without facing failure.
After that, I just have my lunch at Mayflower and with some new colleagues that I know 3 month ago. Well, there is nothing much to hide when I shared the things that I faced and life is all about experience as we encounter different things at different age. Upon arrived back office, I continue my research and did feel a bit stress for tomorrow presentation. Around 3pm I have an appointment with Mr S from "N" company (10+ years experience) and I didn't expect she bring a big team to come together to the office as I thought I will deal with her one on one. Their team is a form of a manager, an assistance, an observer and an intern who writing stuff. Anyways, we went to Gloria Jeans for discussion with her team and learned something about the SEO website must be mobile friendly. On the other hand, I just got to know my friend was in charge of their social media sites. Through this sharing, I observed that a good sales people must know how to communicate well.
Throughout this two meeting, I get to know some market information about social media and SEO knowledge as it is come in a couple as below.
In life, I tried to be positive and told myself don't compare so much with my peers because it will only make yourself bad. As there's a Chinese saying that we need to "step on foot" (脚踏实地) to do things instead of seeking for the fast lane as there is no shortcut to success. Guess I had treated my days in here as a "working university" as shared by the boss to understand the corporate world. No doubt I'm thankful to the company for able to fund me in someway although I was a "仙家" in someway. For now, I felt relieved to express my thought here and there is no longer hiding here and there. As for the SAP jobs, I still not sure whether the industry will pay over RM10,000+ but I know I have a chance to get to know in future since I already pass my exam as I will receive the original certificate after one month. Honestly, I did miss my study life back in Penang as there is something to miss about although the room I stay seems to have some bed bugs.
After office hour, I wandered around Nu Sentral and having some deep thought. Suddenly I just wondering whether we are really too busy until forget to live? For instance, I think my life after this is all about building career, making money and didn't even have the time to think all those "pak toh pak toh" dating things as it seems to be come later. Guess I start to understand the reason of some guys is single. At last, I hope people will understand a little about depression and don't simply judge people without understanding their past. Have a look the video below. (Some people are meant to be with people, and others like me are just different)
In short, people should be having more empathy and love as I try to stay positive in my life.
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