Today is kinda moody day in someway. I guess it all started when my superior asked me to got for a short meeting for my recent performance. He shared the important of working together in a team and writing down thought in a note so that I can remember clearly next time. All the time I just focus doing my task and didn't really speak much. At that moment, I just wish I can change to be more sociable and have a better soft skills in real life. Guess it is true that your thought might somehow affect your real life in someway no matter how hard you trying to hide or pretend about it. During the afternoon, sister came visits me to take something and we have our lunch at the nearby restaurant. Well, I just can say that not much things can be express online especially it is related to the news about government in Malaysian about the "donation" recently. I was totally speechless to see the fact and felt disappointment.
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This just worsening our country image and left a bad example to the people. Guess this proved that MONEY had played a really important role in life as most of the people would only care for themselves first. Sorry say that our mindset is not like those western country and it would be a long time for us to have that kind of mindset like "creating value for people first", then only think about earning money. In my opinion, I felt that this wouldn't work in our country since the majority of people's earning is still in the low level. Just imagine a degree graduates like me who worked for quite some time and yet my salary is not even reach $1,000 USD at the age of 26 year old. Moreover, I was "humiliated" in someway by some people who didn't complete college and have lesser education as they kept have the mindset that "
No need study so high also can earn more money that you" thought.
If you ever see me through forum, some people keep tagging me about the "RM20,000 earning" post about the 40 year old uncle showing off his daily earning in Genting Highlands.
I don't really wish to say much when I wasted so much time to explain what happened in Sudo Brew in there and the thread got deleted. He didn't really disclose what 4 job he work that time but now I'm sure gambling is one of his job. I wonder what he would tell his son saying that "Hey son, you don't need to study, just follow me gambling in Genting Highland can already?" I still believe a long of things that we see on how others people success in an easily way is just short term and what was important is being sustainable in the long term. Can you guarantee you will keep win for the rest of your life? Anyways, people will only choose to believe what they want to believe as I would quotes
"If you see my look, You didn't Like. That's your problem Not my problem" from
Ms Polla sharing.
No doubt that I felt anger when people said that education is useless but when thinking back now, this would even result more people quit study and think that education is not important. At this moment, I shall be grateful that at least I have completed my study until degree despite I was full of debt with loans. Having higher education means that you have a better choice to choose to work in the field that you like. Somehow I just told myself to stay positive no matter what field I choose to work as "my timing" haven arrive yet as long as I still have hope for it. Tonight I was kinda busy and make a move from office around 8pm+ as I told myself to be professional by only sharing good things while emos thing keep to yourself and don't express out in real life.
Sometime I just wonder why need to be so hard in life just to "show to people" that I'm capable to buy BMW car one day while passing by the
Quill 9 Automobile center.
Upon arrived home, I just have simple food as my dinner.
I felt that being grateful and happy is most important at this moment of writing. There is no use to spend time on some nonsense like "people criticizing your photography skill is sucks" and etc stuff. My photography is just to capture the moment and the extra battery that I bought from
Lazada website had just arrived from Sweden although it took almost 1 month+ to reach here.
However, it is made from China and the quality seems so so only.
On the other hand, I just read an article saying that "Farmed salmon is full of antibiotics and mercury, here's how to tell if your salmon is safe" from the
Hearty Soulwebsite.
I am a salmon lover and guess most of the salmon that I ate is farmed salmon and it is hard to find wild sockeye salmon in Malaysia. Overall today didn't really have much things happen other than doing working related stuff. Seriously this is my first time to work until continue to work upon reaching home as I need monitor something until 12am due to past mistake.
A recap of today's happening in FB status there is an opportunity to work in China for RM10,000 monthly salary but the truth it is actually an IT job. I believe a lot of people can easily get this kind of salary for the IT line in Malaysia right? Seriously we don't have much to think and make decisions whether want to stay in Malaysia or work overseas country like Singapore/China etc. People who speaks and talks a lot in real life is more acceptable and earn more $$ as I need to learn how to be socialize in real life. If I got $$, I already enjoying this crab in Japan when a friend just shared in WhatsApp as they went for the Japan trip.
Dear friends, please appreciate your Uber driver effort to drive your around as one of my friend shared his Uber earning for today where petrol haven count in yet. I wonder go work as promoter for RM80 a day better for your part time / second job?
At last, I just can say that no doubt some people can make easy money while some people make money through the hard way. No matter what happen, being happy is most important as we might going to the same destination at the end of our life. Stay positive!
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